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Scit RiP

It is with great sadness that I have to write this article. The rlslog family has lost a member brother, Sander van den Hout aka ‘Scit‘, one of the most popular staff members here on rlslog being with us for almost 1 year, committed suicide on Tuesday 15th of January 2008. He contributed to the site in so many ways, not just for the 83 excellent posts he wrote for rlslog but for his friendship, comradery and the jokes… good times. He can never be replaced. Our sincere condolences go out to Sanders family, girlfriend and friends, we cannot imagine what this must be like. See you on the other side my friend, my brother… Please honor his memory.

Note: We will begin posting again later this evening, until then let us grieve.

RiP

8th April 1988 – 15th January 2008

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// RLSLOG STAFF

“RiP Scit, never forgotten, always to be AFK… You will be missed.”

Comments (1,337)

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  1. amaroth
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:35

    i am real sorry :(
    RIP!

  2. Nalyu
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:40

    R.I.P scit.
    We will miss you.

  3. Tman
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:41

    May peace be with your family and friends. May your soul find peace in death that life did not provide.

    God bless you and those close to you,
    Tman

  4. Nicotine
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:55

    Rest In Peace

  5. ballllls
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:56

    rip
    he is in a better place now

  6. l.y
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:56

    i’ll raise a glass to you,friend

  7. mrtorch
    January 18th, 2008 | 21:57

    RIP………..

  8. Hanoi
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:05

    Sorry for your sad loss.

    Friends and family remember the good times, keep strong and don’t bottle up your thoughts.

  9. unholycleric
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:17

    wow…what was so bad or so depressing, that too at the age of 20, that pushed him over the edge like this.
    in my opinion nothing justifies this.

    I’m totally flabbergasted…he wasnt even 20, in fact.

  10. wheatln2
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:19

    Just wanted to add my sympathy to the huge number of comments already posted. We don’t know anything about the circumstances so I urge those people who have shared anything other than sympathy and grief to please be careful, this is not the forum for speculation or negativity.

    R.I.P.

  11. name
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:19

    :’(

    RIP Scit…

  12. DarkSeed
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:21

    R-i-p Brother! You are in a better place!

    ….MrX …(#1216 & #1218)
    Who are you to judge anyone? If you have no sympathy, why post here? Obviously you’ve had no hardship in your life, and you are probably living in your mother’s basement. You are the one that needs to grow some balls and deal with life homeboy! Put your shrimpy dik in your pants and keep the retarted comments to yourself.

  13. iNCO
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:23

    RIP . spoke with hime couple of times on irc. man this is bad to lose a friend. this does remember me of a friend of mine who commited suicide. condolecense to all of you who knew him =<

  14. towardsscit
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:25

    i really hope my idea of a donation for his family will be active bxy the scits brothers on this site – i guess scit would have done the same thing for any member (brother) of this site

  15. DarkSeed
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:26

    I am all for donating money to the family through Paypal.
    If everyone that wrote a comment here just donated 1 buck, I am sure it would help the family a lot! And I am sure the family needs all the support they can get at this terrible hard moment.

  16. Frankie Pucek
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:28

    Sorry to hear this, he was much too young. Maybe now he may find some peace because to commit suicide he must have had a troubled mind. The good lord will watch over him.

  17. Frankie Pucek
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:34

    Message for Mr X – If you cant say something nice about a departed person, then you my friend are a very sad excuse for a human being. Have some respect!! Im sure that all the rest of the RSLOG viewers would think the same as I.

  18. WOTALOSS
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:39

    I was wondering being as I knew Scit for a while if it would be worth while doing a collection for his family or at least to do a competition of some sort with prizes in his honor?
    He was as much a brother to us all as is my own flesh and blood brother and in this while we greive let us also know a new dawn emerges and with it the strength to continue on.

  19. NightFear / OCT
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:39

    I don’t feel sorry for him!!! He was very STRONG to do such a thing. You need guts to suicide. I feel SYMPATHY for the family and for his friends. No words can describe what the family is going through … (For me it’s the worst thing that a child is dying before the parent).

    May GOD give him the happiness he was seeking and the strength to his family to overcome this TRAGEDY.

    NightFear / OCT.

  20. Corto
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:40

    ..sad day……

    R.I.P

  21. Alan From Australia
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:43

    Deepest and Heartfelt Condolances to All of His Family and Friends………RIP May you now Finally Be at Peace with Yourself

  22. eggs4eva
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:48

    i feel for all his family and all the rlsloggers. you have lost a friend and most importantly a brother. will there be a ceremony for him? i am also interested in the reason for his suicide. how can a 20 year old commit suicide at the beginning of his adult hood? he still hasnt been able to buy alcohol yet.

    any posts on this thread who are taking the piss go rot in hell, i cannot sleep knowing that someone in the world has killed themselves.

    SCREW ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO RESPECT!!

  23. annabel
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:52

    Rest in peace.

  24. baloney
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:52

    he looked like a bit of a psycho, any way RIP scit.

  25. Seraf
    January 18th, 2008 | 22:52

    R. I. P. man

    i hope that you have your peace now, dreams are the best place in the world, so happy dreams…

  26. hardermach
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:02

    Rest in Peace

  27. southpaw
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:13

    R.I.P bro

  28. kreknsmek
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:16

    Rust zacht, mag je nu in vrede zijn. Je wordt gemist.
    Sterkte aan familie en vrienden, die hem nooit zullen vergeten.

    (Den Haag, Nootdorp, Rotterdam)

  29. Mr. Pinky
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:16

    [*]

  30. NOBODY
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:18

    peace from scotland bro!!

  31. The_Water_Boy
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:20

    RIP, I hope I am with you very soon myself.

  32. stoner
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:29

    He will be missed…..

  33. John Dow
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:30

    Dude I feel for you guys his friends but come on the kid offed himself should I show sympathy?

  34. Steve Jobs
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:35

    Its kinda frightening because his last post was 1 day before he commited suicide..

    I kinda wonder what made him do it..

    I’am new to this site but just want to share my respect,
    RiP Scit…

  35. anut
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:46

    Sad news.

  36. J0ker
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:01

    R.I.P. Scit.
    I will really miss the great moments when I first met you & the other guys in IRC, that was the first chance to get to know you a bit. It was always a pleasure to have a fun talk with you(when you are not afk) and I will remember you as a part of this new way of community forever as long as this site goes on.
    You were one of those wheels that drove this thing in the right direction.

    (Sorrry for my bad english, but its hard to write things correct in those moments)

  37. joe777
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:03

    there’s a saying “if you break a bone, you, a doctor and everyone can see it’s broken and it can be fixed, but no one can see a broken mind and it’s difficult to fix”

    RIP your worries are over now, as they are for my younger brother…

  38. stocksrmythng
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:05

    over 1200+ comments & to think if everyone donated just 1 dollar how much “easier” it would be for his family to handle the funeral expenses. Ya know I have one of those Obopay cards (the prepaid mastercards) and if you sign up they give you $5 free dollars no joke,no catch no nothing. Anyhow.. you can use that money for whatever you want, why doesn’t everyone go to their website obopay.com and donate that $5 to a paypal account that one of the staff members could set up in honor of him. I’ve got my whole $5 to donate, think about it… 5 minutes of your time, you can donate $5 and if only half of you who posted donated $5 the family surely could use $3000 to cover their funeral expenses, etc… If you any of you want to help him out that way you can either email me at flpokerguy33@gmail.com and i’ll send you a direct link to sign up for that $5 free or you can go to their website yourself. Theres nothing fishy or weird about it and this isn’t spam of any sort, im trying to come up with a simple way to help raise some money.
    You can google search Obopay if you want to check the validity of what i said.
    RIP Scit… its a sad day when someone is in such a place in their life they can’t make sense of anything & feels the only way out of their pain is to end it all.

  39. Zerox67
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:12

    @ MrX Who are you to judge???

    Rest in Peace Scit

  40. joe777
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:16

    there is a saying that if you break a bone, you, a doctor and everyone else can see it’s broken and it can be fixed, but a broken mind can not been seen or fixed easily.

    RIP your worries are over now, as they are for my younger brother…

    for those who call scit for taking his own life, you have no idea what he was going thru and you better hope you never do…

  41. pika
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:28

    my sincere condolences. may he rest in peace.

  42. Shamrok
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:36

    Awful sorry to hear about this tragedy. RIP buddy.

  43. tfk
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:39

    r.i.p…

    “Feel free to post your Scit RiP torrent, subtitles, samples, free download, quality, NFO, Rapidshare, crack, serial, requirements or whatever-related comments here.”
    I think this is pretty macabre.

  44. Peca
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:42

    My condolences his girlfriend and his family …
    May he now RIP

  45. magnetic god
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:45

    May his soul rest in peace. So sad to see a young man with his whole future in front of him, choose to leave. To those who have referred to his actions as “cowardly”, it is obvious that there were things going on in this young man’s life that he just could not bare. Everyone is not built to withstand things in the same manner, just because you may not have went in this direction, does not make you ANY stronger or wiser for that matter. Just means you made a different choice. My thoughts are with his family, and I hope that they will get through this together as a family. so sad…

  46. Unbreakable /Bmore
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:47

    God…1988-2008. Too young to die so early. I have also lost many friends at that age too..and it is truly disheartening. I will pray for him and his family. RIP bro.

  47. al bundy
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:52

    wonder what he will be reborn as? i wanna be reborn as jessica alba’s bra…BEFORE she got knocked up…way before.

  48. klj
    January 19th, 2008 | 00:56

    Depression a disease, not a mood you’re in! Even You “suicide is the losers way out”-people do understand that the mind can be sick just like the rest of Your body, right? Try to wrap your head around that very basic concept, please!

    Whey You’re depressed, you cant think rationally. You really cant see any way out of your troubles – and you think yourself worthless… Your mind makes You think that you are dragging your friends and loved ones down, and that they will be better of without you.

    When people suffering from depression tries to kill themselves, its not an act of a coward.. just the opposite. They try to do what they think is best for everyone around them.

    If any of you guys out there are going through what poor Scit was – please – see a doctor! You’re NOT worthless! There IS a way out that does not involve harming yourself – and things CAN get better!!!

    I was in a bad place myself a few years back – and was unable to rationally see the source of my troubles for what it was – a disease… a chemical imbalance in the brains, also known as depression. All I registered was that life got more and more horrific and unbearable each day.

    Finally I saw a doctor, who prescribed me some medicine which I took for a year. Of cause – my everyday problems didn’t disappear, but the way I looked at them did! I could suddenly again put things in their right perspective – I could appreciate my friends and loved ones again, and I could enjoy what was good in my life.

    Being human can be tough – being young is being human without the benefit of experience, and is therefore even harder.

    Don’t give up! It may take time – but it does get better!

    RIP, Scit! – So sad.

    Oh.. and You guys who thinks that God will send people who commit suicide to hell… give him a little credit, will ya’? My guess is that You worship a kind God – not one who punishes sick and sad people for all eternity!

    Long rant..sorry.

  49. kermit1208
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:07

    R.I.P Scit you will surely be missed by everyone

  50. MissingLink
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:10

    My sincerest sympathies to the family. :(

    @ stocksrmythng
    I’m all with you, I don’t need the obopay though. If I can afford the Megashares linkcard, 5 bucks won’t hurt me. Set up an account, and let this thoughtful community do the rest.

  51. klj
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:16

    Just read #1243

    - Not sure if I understand You correctly Water_Boy, but the well-meant advise I tried to give in 1260 might very well be for You!!!
    Dont give up!

    #
    The_Water_Boy
    January 18th, 2008 | 23:20

    RIP, I hope I am with you very soon myself.

  52. lucas Shaw
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:19

    RIP MY BROTHER.

  53. Pirate
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:20

    My sincere condolences to his family and friends in this time of sadness, may you remember him fondly.

  54. 123
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:24

    RIP…condolences to the family.

  55. dfds
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:25

    Can you get rid of this thing underneath his pic:

    “Feel free to post your Scit RiP torrent, subtitles, samples, free download, quality, NFO, Rapidshare, crack, serial, requirements or whatever-related comments here.”

    That is a bit sick tbh

  56. RIP
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:29

    R.I.P

    THIS SHOULD BE STICKED AND KEPT IN THE FIRST PAGE A FEW EXTRA DAYS

  57. Clark
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:33

    Bless His Soul. Not the way to go.

  58. Stevo
    January 19th, 2008 | 01:57

    so sad there was no one there to stop his desperate success in taking his life. my heart goes out to his girlfriend and family in their time of mourning. I will pray for him in my church this week.
    It’s often very hard to tell when someone will try to do things like hurting themselves. My wife has tried on numerous occasions and its a hard thing to see when a person feels that there is no other option but this.
    We all know someone with depression whether its diagnosed by a doctor or not, so maybe we should all take a bit more notice of their needs and let them be heard for what they may want.
    Give all your friends a hug and let them know how much they mean to you.

    R.I.P.

  59. Smiling
    January 19th, 2008 | 02:12

    Gotta say the man had balls takes some guts to do what he did, selfish mind all the people who have to mourn.

    Anyway scit some sweet work you did both online and your wall art. Maybe it was just your time, maybe you were needed elsewhere.

    God Bless

  60. FrOz3nD
    January 19th, 2008 | 02:29

    Guys, I still need an answer. What happened ?
    Can anyone tell me what happened ? How did he die ? From what exactly was he depressed from ? etc…

    I really need to know.

    RIP

  61. ted
    January 19th, 2008 | 03:12

    I have known many adolescents who have thought about suicide. People’s reasons for suicide just cannot be legit in most cases. Some reasons are: “my girlfriend broke up with me” or “people make fun of me” or how about “I don’t have any friends?” Whatever the reason for the thought of suicide, there isn’t a valid one, unless we are dealing in euthanasia.

    People usually think suicide is the best and only solution to an insignificant problem. They do not think about the consequences or the people they may hurt in the process. So what if you total your car, or if some people don’t like you and you aren’t the most beautiful and popular person there is. It all matters on what you think about yourself.

    One might think: well how would he know how these people feel? I know because I too thought about suicide at one point in my life. But after evaluating the situation and putting some thought into how I not only would be creating the biggest sin there is, but how I will hurt my family and the ones who love me. I came to grips with reality and realized there are much better things in life than to sit and sulk about stupid, insignificant problems that occurred in my day. So what? That’s life.

    Suicide is not a solution to any problem. It only makes things worse and more complicated. Depressed people are not the only ones to commit suicide. A person who could seem to be the happiest, most outgoing person you know could kill themselves and you would never be able to figure out why. People just sporadically think that suicide is the best alternative and that it is the end all be all solution to all their problems. But what they don’t think about is that they won’t have anymore problems because they will be dead.

    Overall I think suicide is pointless and most people agree that it is the worst possible solution to any problem. There is no excuse whatsoever to take your own life. Any person should be thankful for what they have, they may not have all the money in the world or be the best looking person ever, but even the people who seem to have everything one could want, may not have happiness.

  62. Kai
    January 19th, 2008 | 03:18

    my sincere condolences.

  63. dcskinx
    January 19th, 2008 | 03:40

    RIP

  64. Sad
    January 19th, 2008 | 03:45

    RIP

  65. Beowulf
    January 19th, 2008 | 03:46

    Respect. RIP.

  66. Finntroll
    January 19th, 2008 | 04:00

    Sincerely, my apologies to the parents. Rest in peace.

  67. fcompo
    January 19th, 2008 | 04:10

    RIP my friend

  68. RIP from Vietnam
    January 19th, 2008 | 04:19

    This is a sad loss of life
    I come from a very poor country where day to day life is hard
    I work for maybe $2 or $3 a day
    It isnt much but thats my life
    I feel sorry for scit that he had to take his own life
    People who feel suicidal in the rich countries
    should visit a poor country and realise that their life could have been different
    I know depression can affect everyone regardless of money etc
    But to see how people in other countries live is a great eye opener
    So if anyone reading this feels suicidal, visit south east asia
    or africa or another poor country and be thankful for the opportunities you are blessed with in your own country.

    Anyway

    God Bless you scit

    P.S English is not my first language, so I sincerely apologise if there was any grammatic errors.

  69. RIP FROM VIETNAM
    January 19th, 2008 | 04:20

    GOD BLESS

  70. FreeKeR
    January 19th, 2008 | 04:31

    BLESSING T_T;

    RIP BEST FREIEND!

    GOD BLESSING!

  71. amperage
    January 19th, 2008 | 05:03

    Scit, you left to soon… you see how much you were loved.

  72. Kim
    January 19th, 2008 | 05:09

    I guess that sometimes people just can’t deal with their problems, I am truly sorry for his family’s loss and hope they recover from this tragedy. But I have to say there is nothing more selfish than suicide.

  73. Buzz
    January 19th, 2008 | 05:16

    The Measure of a Man

    Not “How did he die”? But “How did he live?”
    Not “What did he gain?” But “What did he give?”
    Not “What was his station?” But “Had he a heart?”
    And “How did he play his God-given part?”
    Not “What was his shrine? Nor “What was his creed?”
    But “Had he befriended those really in need?”
    Not “What did the piece in the newspaper say?”
    But “How many were sorry when he passed away?”
    Was he ever ready with a word or good cheer,
    To bring back a smile, to banish a tear?
    These are the units to measure the worth
    Of a man as a man, regardless of birth.

    ________________________________________________________

    “There is one world, not two.
    And the world that spins into darkness
    is only half a turn from light.
    And in the dark itself
    there are lights.
    Flickering candles of hesitant flame,
    persistent rhythmic neons of colour,
    bright floodlights of electric intensity.
    A white shining of hope.
    And somehow
    the darkness has no power to put it out.
    “The light shines on in the dark,
    and the darkness has never quenched it.”

    Close the thread please…

  74. mivanx77
    January 19th, 2008 | 05:56

    Rest in Peace Scit. We know that your were the few that tried to preserve and promote the P2P network. your name will never be forgotten in the File Sharing Community.

  75. gerg82
    January 19th, 2008 | 06:16

    R.I.P Scit

  76. bongomancan
    January 19th, 2008 | 07:02

    Peace be with you mon frae
    See you in the afterlife.

  77. TheFilmBuff
    January 19th, 2008 | 07:09

    @1256 I hear you my man… Scit was only 3 months older than me… I have Dysthymia and Anxiety disorder and it took me a long time to get on the right meds and I gave up hope once and luckily the hospital was able to bring me back. The thing I think is most important to remember is that even if it seems like you’ve tried everything, eventually you will find something that works.

  78. MrMack
    January 19th, 2008 | 09:34

    RIP Scit

    God grant me the serenity,
    to accept the things I can not change,
    the courage to change the things I can,
    and the wisdom to know the difference.

  79. allban
    January 19th, 2008 | 09:38

    RIP…

  80. Nederland sucks
    January 19th, 2008 | 10:19

    mijn hart gaat uit naar een ieder die hem dierbaar was
    R.I.P Scit

  81. Joris
    January 19th, 2008 | 11:02

    Rest in peace, thanks for everything.
    I hope you like it there.

    thanks again …

  82. bigbadtarugo
    January 19th, 2008 | 11:13

    Mey the dearly “DEPARTED” rest in peace…

  83. Bluedragon
    January 19th, 2008 | 11:17

    RIP

    :(

  84. lol
    January 19th, 2008 | 11:24

    Did he?
    Such a shame?
    Btw was he dutch?..
    My condolences his family

  85. January 19th, 2008 | 12:13

    Yes, he was Dutch.. living in Tilburg

  86. muddie
    January 19th, 2008 | 12:35

    RIP my friend … my your days be filled with joy!

  87. doT
    January 19th, 2008 | 12:43

    Srr voor dit te horen.
    Khoop dat zijn familie vlug rust vindt in deze turbulente momenten.
    Rust in Vrede. Ik hoop dat je nu zelf ook de rust vindt in het volgende leven.

  88. John
    January 19th, 2008 | 13:19

    RIP

  89. Jesus
    January 19th, 2008 | 13:59

    People just don’t know about “Depression”. I’ve been there and its like you’re in a world of s++t!!. RIP Scit.

  90. david
    January 19th, 2008 | 14:05

    well game music is a talent and iam gonna download it the mp3 and listen to it,why do the people who more good have to leave us??yet the bad people dont suffer??well i lost my cat timmy he was 13 years old iam sure timmy and him will be good in the next after life take care and rest in peace

  91. deadchris
    January 19th, 2008 | 14:06

    Never posted on here before,but had to say this is such a shame.I’ve lost a few friends to depression,I believe it’s the stigma that society still attaches to this illness that prevents sufferers asking for the help they so clearly needed.
    (BTW would it not be possible to disable the ad pages on this topic,it somewhat cheapens iit.)

  92. kasper dall
    January 19th, 2008 | 15:53

    damn! this is sad… my thoughts go out to his family!
    R.I.P Scit! :(

  93. FrozenFire
    January 19th, 2008 | 16:22

    Rest In Peace…
    Hope heaven exists for him (or makes sharing copyrighted files you go to hell:(

  94. falcon
    January 19th, 2008 | 16:59

    The scene will miss you bud. RIP

  95. King of Cycling
    January 19th, 2008 | 17:33

    +
    /—-\
    !RIP !
    !*** !
    !Scit!
    \—-\
    \—-\
    \____\

    may you have access to all of the Universe’s backbones with godspeed light access to the nodes.

    *~ farewell ~*

  96. J.
    January 19th, 2008 | 17:38

    RIP.

  97. me man
    January 19th, 2008 | 20:16

    i don’t know if i talked to scit ever in my life…
    but,

    RIP

    we’ll never forget you!

    to his parent’s/other family, goodluck! you need it!

    @mr.x life’s hard… goodluck guy!
    it’s no problem to cry ;) :wuah: your not the only one!

    @other rlslog staff, goodluck, we will be with you.

    —SCIT—
    YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE!

  98. pancakeface
    January 19th, 2008 | 20:34

    RIP, brother.

  99. anon
    January 19th, 2008 | 20:56

    Farewell

  100. Macaw
    January 19th, 2008 | 21:48

    so sad, rip

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