But those people I told about, actually did like discussing each others’ problems. Maybe like in an old peoples home except they were younger. Probably also like drug-users discuss their experiences.

There probably are some groups that people have set up who have problems, where one could go discuss them. How they are like, I do not know. As for me, I refused to take drugs as I had no problems, I was in for a small crime (which I did not commit and such that one does not even get a fine for, I even heard what I was accused of only after being in for a while, them first claiming I had done all kinds of things – while I had been mostly in other persons company and told so, which they did not seem to care about, probably they just like teasing people, asked them, when was I supposed to done what they claimed I had done, they answered “you know!”, so after finally getting day, mostly I had been several hundreds of kilometers away as I only had just moved into town) that someone had claimed I committed. So refusing, they forced me take some. Even gave me what they describe in their books as LD, lethal dose of one, being in good condition I survived it, but had I been not or had I been older, might not have, possibly/probably those who are drugged constantly get tolerance to them so they can take high doses, but I had never been drugged before – basically I think the drugs are only torture. Some of the night-time nurses just gave it to me, as there was someone screaming in my room so loud I could not sleep so went to a sofa to sleep in and refused to go back in my room, so a doctor wrote down his name to the order in the morning (it was even in the papers, as they need to put in how drugs they have used and they count how much remains, probably because they otherwise would be stolen by the personnel.) This is not something I would tell in some such group though as people might, as you say, use such against one and in such a group there probably would be some pro-drug people who think the torture is what people need. Problem is people know I been to such a place, without knowing the details so finding work is very unprobable for me and am getting by with social security (even the net connection I use is some neighbors wlan, computer I got for free from a relative) and thus even up, as usual, early in sunday morning (no money to go out on saturday.)

“mental illness typified by RAGE, anxiety, RAGE, suicidal thoughts, RAGE, homicidal ideation, and RAGE!!!!!!!!!”

…try visiting some metal bar/club then? Lots of people in black clothes understanding rage.. or listen to blues music, it’s calming.

Also try changing surroundings, in the case it is what is around you that caused that.

“I do not know if there are pubs/such where you live, you could possibly find some to talk to about the problems you have”

It’s been my experience that most people don’t really want to hear others problems – they’ve got enough of their own. Those that do pretend to listen are actually looking for weaknesses that they can use to take exploit the other person. Nor do I want to listen to people whining at me – I’ve got my own stuff to deal with.

The truth is, I have nothing left to say to anyone because what was a mild depression 15 years ago is now a full blown mental illness typified by RAGE, anxiety, RAGE, suicidal thoughts, RAGE, homicidal ideation, and RAGE!!!!!!!!!

http://www.somethingawful.com/d/weekend-web/emo-corner.php

lol enjoy

Uh oh im starting to sound like dr phil
*shoots self in the head*

Well, yes. The bar I told about, that was the kind of bar where some of the men were like Shaggy from Scooby Doo
and the women the kind who want to save the world. No meat, no wars etc.

You rule.

Please ban number 52.

As far a being Emo, yes, its a well documented (observed) way of getting women. They love the shaggy, mop-headed guy who looks like he’s from that 70’s show acting “sensitive” and soforth. It was used in Activist circles for many years (in the form of the Macktivist) and now its spread to pop culture- usually in the form of “liking punk rock” (stupid new invention bands that mix whiny lyrics with minimal pop-punk riffs) and wearing tight jeans with white belts. and having that stupid hair…ugh…the lame adaptation of the “chelsey” (old skinhead look- go ahead- wiki it).

Emo kids need to die. They are the new wave new wave….except worse. They have money. They are the Youtube generation. They have cameras, microphones, etc to record their STUPID opinions and EMO songs. End it. End it now before its too late. I hope this one goes the way of the slap-bracelet (which has yet to make a sizeable ‘comeback’ thank god)

Ok I’m done. I dont rant- at all- but I’ll make room/time for this subject.

to be honest if the label on the pills says that you shouldnt mix alcohol with it, then you should do it. Why would somebody ever be so wimpy that would not mix booze with pills? if i had some pills now, i would take them. I’m getting wasted right now as usual.